I was lost. I was refusing stop and think what was wrong in my life. Maybe my family? maybe my friends? no. I knew why I was feeling that, I was falling in love for somebody so much better then me. How come, again I was going to make mistakes that maybe I could be sorry for a really long time.
Some how I entered in that bus, sat in that sit, get off at that bus stop, walked by those streets, I knew, I felt in love. Some how, in that day I didn't used my muscles in my leg, the only muscle that was working that day was my heart. My whole body was being moved by my heart, but my head refused accept it.
When I entered in that bakery I was feeling like a squirrel which was in lion's territory. Maybe I could never come back. In deed. When I looked for her, and I saw the surprise in her eyes, in that moment, my squirrel wasn't eaten for a lion, but for a carnivorous plant.
I spend the most happy afternoon in all my fuck life! I knew. I was walking with my predator. I had fallen in love. I couldn't stop smiling, I was in the haven. I barely knew that "mistake" saved forever my life.
I thought that when a found my real love, I'd feel wish to kiss and hug and all my human been, My primitive human been would jump throughout my pores. however I didn't know that when you meet the love of all your life, the first feeling that you feel is a huge wish of stay near of that person and just stay there as long as you can, and be part of her life.
But how could I stay with her forever, if I could not even look in her eyes? doesn't matter, I was happy in look her shoes and listen her voice. Yes, was that I wanted to, just be a fly in her life, and when she needed me, I could became a big bear and protect her of all problems and specially of her-self.
After that afternoon I knew, at last my love had come along, my lonely days were over and my life has been like a song.
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